A.P.P.L.E

I was tagged by Colleen, asking me what is the age I wish to go back to. There are indeed some dark times in my life. Several history points that I wish I could erase rather than going back to the time point to correct them. I had not treasure those time when Mom was still around. After she had gone, I started to regret that I was not being able to be a good daughter. I was not motivated in my studies since then. Wasting time chatting in the Internet, having online relationship as long as 5 years but at the end just broke off. All of these can only remain as memories, regardless good or bad.

I don’t know which age to go back to, or perhaps I should say, I don’t wish to return to the past. What is done, is done. What has passed, has passed. It’s no use crying over spilled milk. Furthermore, it’s not guaranteed that I can do better if I were to go back to the past - it might be worse, who knows? Whatever I did wrong in the past has become a reference today. Learn from the mistakes I made, never look back nor looking forward to the future. I’m very fine today. I treasure every second of my life when I open my eyes everyday. I’m trying to live my life to the fullest each and everyday. Eventhough there are still sad or unlucky moments, I try to overcome it. The reason I’m able to do so is because I don’t feel alone, because I’m deeply in love. It would have become another story if I were abandoned, looked down or not loved by someone.

Which age to go back to? No, I don’t wish to go back to any age. I wish to fast forward this journey but of course pause if possible, all the sweet moments with my love. Like I really can control the time? Just add a bit of imaginary. Life is bored without imaginary…and most of the time, creativity and imaginary is the source of great invention. What am I talking about =.=

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