A.P.P.L.E

I just talked about how people are going to celebrate this date (08.08.08). Most people should be cheering either for the Olympics games, or registering for marriage. It turns out to be a memorable day for me, a sad one.  My new pet, Hammie, was adopted few days ago. He (gender confirmed by the vet) was such a cute hamster. But he was getting sick, at first both eyes couldn’t open.

Since I had to work, I asked Cheese to bring him to the vet yesterday morning once I saw that both his eyes couldn’t open at all. We tried to give him treatment as advised by the doctor. This morning, I tried to fed him, it was hard for him to take any food. After work, I decided to bring him to the vet once again. The vet examined him and tell us:

“He is really sick! The organs inside is infected, that’s what causing problem for its’ eyes.”

“His nose is block! He can no longer take any food with his condition…”

“I’m feeding him glucose…” The doc continued, while shaking his head and sighing..

“I’m sorry.”

The last word struck me at once. I knew that Hammie couldn’t be here any longer. The doc said Hammie must be kept in a warm place tonight. Once reached home, I gave Hammie a blanket and watched him quietly… Read more…

It’s the 9th year,
Thinking of you, I shed my tear.
If you were here,
I’d hold you so dear,
Just to see you cheer.

p/s: If you can read Chinese, you may want to read this as well.

It took one whole year to gain enough experience to up another level to 24. The day is still young I don’t know what “surprise” will anyone give me later. Most important, today also mark as the last day I work for my current company as an IT support staff. After today, I’ll be officially not related to this company anymore. Well, hope they could get someone better to replace my position, pity to say, they might not even employ another IT staff after this.

Within this one year, apparently I have lessen the time I spent on games. But I I still gained some skill points. This year, I have learned how to configure Canon PIXMA iP1880 in Ubuntu. Thanks to my working environment, or else I would have never touch Ubuntu.

I feel a mixture of emotion, happy and sad mix together just like scrumble eggs. Happy that it’s a special day for me. Happy that I can challenge myself in a new working environment soon. Sad that I have to leave my God sis, Nana. She’s been the person who care for me the most during my time in the company.

Anyway, Happy Birthday to me.

Communication is the bridge that brings one another together. Here is a list of taboo topics for me to communicate with him:

• Money
• Career
• Education qualification
• Family background
• Blogging (revenue generated, traffics gained, etc)

I think I’m on my PMS now, I’m living in stress everyday. My body is actually getting old that I easily feel tired and sleepy. Wake up as early as 5am every morning to prepare my lunchbox before work, and work from 8am to 5pm, then stay up till 9pm++ My body is totally exhausted by then. This seems okay for some time until recently my body is really tired that I don’t have the mood to even finish watching a video clip or play the exciting arcade Diner Dash game.

Oh..wait a minute, I think it’s because I’ve been consuming the meal replacement product continuously for nearly 4 months. Maybe that’s the root that cause all these. And in fact, I’m losing hair daily. (Am I having some sort of sickness or pure stress?)

It probably wasn’t a good start to “lecture” my sis for her recent behavior this morning. She is still angrying me, because she ignores me till now, and refuse to speak to me even I fetch her back from tuition just now.

“Why you look so sien recently?”, you asked.
Apparently my answer is not a wise one. You said if there’s problem, need to bring it up. I’d love to but I’m in fear. Just as expected, you gave me the look which I afraid of in return and walked away silently.

Call Rejected.
It hurts.

I’m just saying what I feel, or giving advices. Maybe I’m not that kind of influential people. I’m not 100% correct but will both of you listen to me for just a sec? Maybe I’m just over-concerned.

Am I materialistic? Every physical things we need, cost money. I’m not telling you to be a rich man, just if you could obtain a stable income, that’s more than enough.

It’s a sleepless night…

You always see Onionhead with his emotions. The increase of fuel price annoyed Onionhead too!! Now, he wanna be a gangster!

Everything increase price…at first is flour, gas then rice…now fuel. Rumors suggested that electric bill will increase in July soon. WTH?! Everything INCREASE. Sad enough to say that, the only thing that remain static is OUR SALARY!!

Even graduates with high education qualification will face the same fate. A bachelor’s degree holder like me is getting RM1,050 every month! After EPF, SOCSO deduction, I only get RM925.75. Tell me…how long should I tolerate with my income? Should I change my job? But in this critical moment, I am yet better to sit down and watch what will happen to the country’s finance first.

Getting a new job is not as easy as said.

This is not only a ranting post, but also a notice of 2 new Onionhead emoticons release. Click here to download ALL.